Im here to write to you and make you see the world the way i see it. I don't need to convince everyone to understand, if at least you understand, then my purpose is fulfilled.

11.10.10

Entry 25

Even though there is that statement or prejudice saying that Asians are close with their relatives and all that, i think that statement does not really applies to me. I mean i guess i am very close to my siblings but i never really feel that bond with my family. I love them, its just that i do not feel i know them at all. They never really tell me anything, they don't value public affections and i cannot remember the last time they actually said "I love you" to me. Ive seen many of my friends who seem to have that bond with their families, sometimes i really am envious of them, they are able to not live a lie. Well, i'm just saying that it would be nice if sometimes my family can really see me the way i am, not the way they want me to be. 

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