Religion

Don't shut others out just because we believe in different things, we are all the same, inside and out. Why do people have to hate each other just because of different ideologies, its stupid. We live and breathe the same air, we do not have to agree on what kind of beliefs you have, just don't start justifying your actions based on your belief. Now thats stupidity. 

Have faith

Believing something is important, it helps us see and have faith in trust. 

Money and education

Teenagers who can study abroad should have a decency to show some respect for money. Their parents worked hard to be able to send money for their education. The least they can do is not spend in on things that is NOT necessary, i have no respect for these type of people, period. 

Forever

I don't need a sappy, romantic, corny or great words that expresses how you feel about me, all i need is your promise and loyalty. Ever mine, Ever thine, Ever ours

4.10

I wish for you to come

Those days that i missed our long last look

I linger about the way we would have been and our clock

that we could have created

When i meet you again

I will tell you, everything

I miss you

Alpha Male

We tend to see the alpha male in a crowd is the type of men who wears the crowns, who often shows the most expensive plumage and the most colorful garments. He certainly stands out the most from the crowd. But, i now realized that the alpha male is not the man who stands out the most in the crowd, he's the quite one, the man who will always be there, for his family and friends. He is the invisible one. I will believe that from now on. 

Actions

I wish there is something that can be done

Something i could have done to repeat the past

The threads are unwinding

No matter how much i tried, the string is not the same any more

I realized, then you cannot changed your actions

Its there with you, forever and ever

All we have to do is live with it 

Ancestors

Growing up as an Indonesian, with the background of Chinese upbringing yet embraced with Western culture, finding your own identity might be difficult due to the bilingual culture. You might think that being "bilingual" is a blessing but sometimes it can be a double-edged sword. I grew up with those upbringings and i have seen few things that may affect me in determining who i really am and who i have become, needless to say that i am actually proud of it. I can incorporate every aspects in my culture that can be pretty helpful. However, there may be times such as today where i felt how to sum it in a sentence, i guess you could say something wasn't right, it feels like i was lost in translation. Okay, maybe for some of you higher speaking English native speakers, you might find it vague because it is actually quite vague. Well, i'm gonna summarize why i am feeling such discontent. I attended this event which was...how to say it very Indonesian culture. Im not saying its bad or anything, i mean its good that we are embracing, promoting and showing what our culture really was, i'm not sure if it was the poor lightning, host, talk show or whatever that they present made me literally felt suffocation. I mean seriously i just really felt i didn't belong there, personally i was only there to see my High school friends, which i yearn. It was nice to see them. I think that was the high light of of my night. Well, then not mention, most of the younglings that was at the age curve of my age was so different than me. They indulge the gifts of the hard work from their ancestors just so, freely. It was really weird. They didn't know what it was like to feel grateful about what they have and rather exploit it. That was the moment where i decided that i was different than them. They were wanting goods that they already have and greed possessed them like the universe is taken by sunlight. I was just, it didn't felt right. I hope this was a lesson learned for me, to know what i want and who are the people i want to be for the rest of my life that i can be really proud of, the ones who appreciates and values of their upbringings and not just take advantage of it. 

Evolution

People define you through your social interactions, clothing attires and knowledge skills. If we can be defined for who we are instead of what we are, surely man kind can evolve. 

Beef Bourguignon

Hey there, i successfully made Beef Bourguignon as my dinner. It tasted really good, i am satisfied. Julia Child is my personal god when it comes to cooking. Will take a better picture next time. 

Growing up

Im having one of those days where you really miss your friends, you're real friends. The ones where you know that they just would stand up for you, no matter what happens. Its really hard that since high school is over, we go on our separate ways, pursuing our "dreams", seeing our selves grow up, i know that we will change, indefinitely. But its nice to see each other again, to see what person we have become. I cannot wait for that day to happen again. 

You

The world as we know it is at to an end when you came in my life. You changed everything about me, that is all i have to say about you. 

Our irrational is our rational thoughts

Sometimes, we choose not to let go of things, its irrational, but sometime the irrational is our understanding of being rational

Life 101

I should really put my self into the effort of actually writing entires in my blog. Its just that lately with college and everything, haven't had much of the time to express what i feel here. There is so many things that has been happening that i wanted to write here but i was unable to due to the work that i have been cramped up to. So anyways, first things first ever since a child i have this crazy thought because of reading so many comic books that i believe that in this world i was the main character. That means, that the world revolves around my significant being and everything that i decide will have a permanent effect to the world of what i do. But then, i thought what would happen after i'm gone from this world? That REALLY freaked me out, does that mean the story is over or the world keeps moving on? Is the world going to end as i know it? Yes i know, as a i child i was pretty different that a normal, average kid but hey different is good. Anyways that was just my random thought this morning when i was reading a comic book...how ironic right?

Confusion

Confusion is the luxury only the young can afford.