Im here to write to you and make you see the world the way i see it. I don't need to convince everyone to understand, if at least you understand, then my purpose is fulfilled.

16.2.10

What I want to do after IB Diploma!

Graduation is coming soon and i am already made the plans what i will do before entering college:

These list is an alphabetical order of what i shall do:

1. After exams are done, gonna get all my past exam papers, go to the badminton hall and just throw it up up and up above as high i can.

2. Gonna get my piercings again

3. Go watch in a cinema from morning till evening, i do not care what movies there are, even crappy ones, just gonna do and watch it!

4. Gonna sleep all day man!Like seriously all fucking day!

5. Spend some time to actually do fitness everyday!

6. Euro Trip Man!Gotta go to Aussie for a week most likely, my parents already gave me the good to go sign!woot!

7. Gonna dye my hair again

8. Spend some quality time with my friends and loved ones, like every single day!

9. Have my culinary visits to all the places in Jakarta

10. Visit old museums and historical places

These are the top lists i can think of, anyone wanna join?

6.2.10

Future Plan

I just got this brilliant idea for my future, i mean lets not get all serious about the future because seriously i think the future is just another way of saying that life is getting shorter and we need to do something about it but the thought of it self really freaks me out because realistically when i think of my future and shit, i know that each day my life is somehow fading away, and for that it is terrifying me entity. I just have to remind myself everyday that i have to make each day of my life to the fullest and not let any jerks stand in the way of mine. I cannot give any crap to anybody to try taking an advantage of who i am or who i am going to become, fuck those type of people because i can only believe in myself and not let anybody take over what i stand on.

Basically for my genius, brilliant plan is that i do not think university is the right thing for me now which is why i am going to college. See how fast i summarized whole future plan in the matter of a sentence?? I mean seriously its so appalling when people just get so confused in choosing their future, dude just pick a path that suit you best and do it! Don;t just do the talking but at the end you are not even gonna bother doing it, its just hypocrite and it very much pisses me off, anyways i dont want to go off topic, continuing for my so called future plan, in college i am gonna definetly pick a future that is best for me because i really have no clue in what i am going to become. I mean, my first choice is to choose medical and become a renowned psychiatrist but hey, it could just be another naive dream right?I gotta have a definete concrete plan where i just dont dimply put a belief in one thing i aint sure at, thus in college i will find what is best for and experiment to see what will be ahead of me. Wish me luck!