Pray for Indonesia

I just heard the news of my country, Indonesia, having another earthquake. The earthquake had a magnitude 7.5, it was soon followed with a signal warning of a potential tsunami which seriously scared me. The earthquake occurred in Western Sumatra and happened in 25th October 2010. I'm scared the incident that occurred in December 2004 will happen again, the earthquake six years ago damaged national wide, emotionally and physically to everyone. The earthquake six years ago was the biggest tsunami ever recorded. Its times like these even though i am not a strong faith believer of the higher authority, we should all pray for Indonesia. Its the least that we can all do...

Life Goes On

So i was looking at people's activities in Facebook, okay i may sound a little like a stalker but trust me i'm not. Its just that i like seeing people's activities, what they are up to at some point of their lives and its in the news feed okay? Don't blame me. Anyways back to the main point, i guess the kids at my age are finding at this point the feeling of finishing high schools and starting their college/universities. I mean, don't get me wrong i'm happy for each and every one of them but i can't help feeling this sense of...not hatred or jealousy but something is missing in my heart or something. I don't hate them because why should i hate them for accomplishing things at some point of their lives right now, socializing and discovering the world as they know it. Or be jealous of them cause that would really make me rather pathetic don't you think? Well i guess what i'm mostly feeling right now is that starting from the earliest memory as a child, i never had something "normal". I've always things different than others, i don't grow up with the normal things kids should have..and i do mean literally things like being able to play toys, sleepovers and friends like any normal child would have. Growing up, i don't always feel to belong with others, but i deal with it, i've had differences but i'm used to it now. But, i wish that at certain times i get treated the same as others. I guess thats the main reason why i do feel this empty heart, a small hole i guess. But then again, thats life right? 

Chance

If i'm given a chance to choose one point of my life and re-live it for a day, i know exactly which one, its the day of my first time going to elementary school. Why? Because i know that day is the day when everything changed for me, everything was not the same since then, i lost my childhood and was conformed to society. I want to live free. I like to not know what the future holds account for me. 

Life 101

I'm scared that within 10 years i will be a different person, ten years from now will i still love the people i love now?

Psychology

Psychology is soft science, but maybe its good to study it because people are soft, we can learn a lot from it.