Im here to write to you and make you see the world the way i see it. I don't need to convince everyone to understand, if at least you understand, then my purpose is fulfilled.

29.9.10

Entry 24

I hate the feeling of feeling crap about your self when you are alone or reflecting about your past actions, thinking that you can do much better. Don't you? Those little things that you wish it could have been better that makes everyone happy. Here i am, just not in the mood to talk to anyone, just talking to my blog, telling you that i feel my life has not been achieved like it is supposed to be. I really need to be focused in what i want to be in the future, but i just want to have fun and not care anymore. Is it possible to be both? To feel good about your life and yet you succeed in it? 

26.9.10

I'm lost


I'm lost in translation. Can anyone tell me who i am?

25.9.10

Dexter Morgan

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I wish my life can be as enigmatic as Dexter Morgan

23.9.10

I loved you like nobody loved me


I've been trying to convince my self that there is nothing between. But, somehow it doesn't feel right. Why does it not feel right? Its not always so easy to tell one thing and to actually do it the things you said. I loved you, it was a great time between the past and present, i just know that there is no future for us. The times with you were something that happens only once in a life time, for that thank you and i'll always remember you. 

21.9.10

I am able to write this because of you

I am able to write this because of you. Even though there are hundreds or thousands of love poems out there and this may be one of them, but only you and only you can understood the meaning written behind it. Others may read and understand what it means but only you can see through this writing like nobody can. You were really my euphoria, my addiction and my drug.