High School Memories

I doodled a heart and our initials next to it inside my locker. Do you remember? Our long last look that never ends, you somehow bewitched me into falling for you. Those days, where everything seems to be just perfect. 

Long last look

I hope that you never change

I hope that you will remain unchanged 

I hope that you will remember our laughs

I was the writer and you are the actor

We always drink, laugh, and laugh again

Our little secret, how did we get there? Id never know

You come along like the rush of wind

To raise and give me strength, the wind of change

You raised the stakes, to mend my mistakes

I can't pretend i never noticed you, all i know

you were the one

Hang around and i'll try to make last this long last look

Are there people that are born to be evil?

I've seen the world, and there is no such thing as people that are born to be evil. There are only good unfortunate people who becomes evil due to the external and internal forces that caused them to be who they are. 

Indecisive

Your lips has a scent of toxic and tastes like poison

Your kiss has a way of melting my heart and mind

Your heart is so beautiful that it makes me want to faint

Yet why would you kiss me who cannot do such a thing?

I want to fly like a black swallowtail butterfly

I want to run free and not feel any more burden, even if its lame for you but i want that kind of life

Even if it is 99% possible, I want it, even just for a moment

Indecisive lies

Indecisive dreams

Which was should i call the future?

Tyler Clementi

Yesterday i was checking my facebook, and i found this link to the Ellen Degeneres Show where she was talking about a series of teens suicide due to their sexual orientation. Here is the link if you want to see it your self: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=592846987806&ref=mf 

I mean, when i was this video, i was outraged by the fact that people still do this and not expecting the consequences they had on the person who is bullied. Here is the link if you want to see the full story of the suicide of Tyler Clementi caused by a stupid prank of his roommates. http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2010/sep/30/tyler-clementi-gay-student-suicide

I don't like the fact that just because you are different, someone who is by far not according to what the conventional society declares what you're supposed to be, doesn't give you the right to change who they are to conform to being "normal". For all i know, we are living in the 21st century, where time and cultural differences has evolved to the point where it is not that linear anymore, whether not just through sexual orientation but race, culture, age, ethnicity, religion and gender. I just hope that his death is not wasted for nothing but let it be an act of awareness that "bullying" is a real crime where it may ruin younger generation's future because of being emotionally or physically abused. Let people know that this is a real issue and let us not repeat the same mistake and fix it. Through his death, i pray for his family to stay strong and if others who feels the same way as being different that have read this blog, i just want to let you know that you are not alone. This entry is dedicated to Tyler Clementi.