6.7 & 8.9

You know that phrase "There are just some things you better not know and just leave it behind"?

Well i guess i am in that stage where i know something that i should have not but ended up knowing it because well that i am disappointed with some people because they thought i do not have that same observant skills that they have but in fact i do so it was not that hard for me to notice the facts. In a certain of level of friendship, it was nice of them to consider my feelings and not letting know cause it might ended up hurting my feelings, but in another level of perspective i think it's a bunch of crap where they do not even thought i could handle it. In these situations, i will just be non-chalant and not care, with a little of integrity and pretend that i do not know until the rush is over. I am seriously tired of the dramas and just want that time where it was just friends. I really am tired of the deception and back-stabbing, i just really want it all to be over.

Cheese

"cheese is the subject of the life to be living in perspective of the universal opinion of that is the only true meaning of lifes true meaning.."

A good friend of mine told me that, what do you think?

Poem 3

I do not care


I always thought that love is a beautiful thing

I always thought that love is something one would sing

I always thought that love is the hope and trust bind together

One, two, three, i gave in to love, trust and hope

but before long i was slayed

Even now the wounds have healed, still there is a cut beneath my shield

The thing i most dreaded have come again

A Shadow dark within the path

Will it ever escape my truly past?

Could someone see me and see what i have done?

I have changed and still you cannot see

I thought you might be different

Where is that promise that you said you will keep?

Am i just a man that you see that you could bend?

Am i just a man that you see as a pawn to play?

Well we are in a different game

I hope you have the best in luck, but you promised

You promised

You Promised

You Promised...

As long that promised is kept, i do not care whether if you want to disintegrate

in any way, it is not my problem anymore

P.S

To any notes regarding "5.10" please do not ask me who is the reference for, because of the anonymity i want to keep at the moment, thank you

Sacrifices

If it means that we can be together again, should i even at the most possibly remote consider it again even after what i had been through with you?