Entry 22

Wow its been such a long time since i have't really written anything as an "entry", so i decided to write one as some sort as an outpost to what i am feeling at this moment. Please, bear with me as i indulge my thoughts in this blog. I should realize by now that i will never be the people who enjoys life, those ones who spends every day of their life meeting new people, social networking and just travel you know?All the bullshit saying "live life to the fullest"..Well i say fuck it as long as we are satisfied with our choices, then all is good. Not that i would not want to do those activities, cause i do, but i just need to remind my self that i can never be those popular people. Well as a matter of fact i shouldn't really care because its just not me, whenever i did do those things, i only enjoy with when i have a special someone or a close bunch of people that i really trust. Other than that, meeting new people everyday, im just not that enthusiastic to actually do those activities. At some point of our lives, we will feel wanting to belong, but trust me and i say this from experience, that if it does not feel right at the first place, maybe us by that i mean the minorities are meant to do other things, i ain't gonna say you are going to do GREAT things, but something that satisfies to our needs. Trying to fit in? At the long run, its just not going to benefit you. At least from my experience, it didn't so much and now even i do feel like wanting to belong once in a while, i just know that i got to stick to what i believe in and that is all that matters. Hope you readers out there understood the meaning of this entry, till next time!