6.7 & 8.9

You know that phrase "There are just some things you better not know and just leave it behind"?

Well i guess i am in that stage where i know something that i should have not but ended up knowing it because well that i am disappointed with some people because they thought i do not have that same observant skills that they have but in fact i do so it was not that hard for me to notice the facts. In a certain of level of friendship, it was nice of them to consider my feelings and not letting know cause it might ended up hurting my feelings, but in another level of perspective i think it's a bunch of crap where they do not even thought i could handle it. In these situations, i will just be non-chalant and not care, with a little of integrity and pretend that i do not know until the rush is over. I am seriously tired of the dramas and just want that time where it was just friends. I really am tired of the deception and back-stabbing, i just really want it all to be over.