Give me wings for resolution

Give me Wings by Bad-Wolf

Maybe the reason why we posted a reference in poems as "you" instead a straight forward name of the object of our fascination is because in a way we are afraid, knowing how if at some time he will actually see the part of me that lingers and became another part of us that we would never see you know?Oddly in my opinion it kind of gives an irony because why would you want to write a poem for someone but hides who they are..Still i enjoyed doing that

I really dont get feelings, really, i mean aren't they just stimuli from our brains, extracted to be categorized to feelings that can be based from pheromones or adrenaline. So, what are feelings really?I thought i really understood feelings after i havent opened to anyone for a long time, turns out it sttabbed my heart, literally..Sure i did get over and now we are friends, kinda i guess..but it really did change the way i perceived the way "love turns out quite well".Clearly i was naive an complete idiot, i should trust more basically on just you know friendship with benefits. Its so much easier perhaps..Basically what i want now is just someone who is able to fill me with satisfaction, no strings attached, period.

I mean the other day i saw you, it was fine, i got over you..at least that was what my heart responded. I am back to my old self, the non-chalant kinda guy who does not really care about someone unless i have gain some sort of fascination over..like you in the past:)..It was fun, but im glad its over and i have moved on. I really did know the consequences, based on experience it still hurts, fuck! ill deal with my emotions later, i just just maybe this is a naive hope but still in a way retain our relationship to an extent i am able to last a whole year left with you:)