Is it wrong to think of manipulation in order to hurt the one you love?
Honestly i cant give a fuck right now about it. The old me would not at the instance of second think about doing any sort of negativity to the one you loved. But really, that was the naive part of me. I used to think that you would accept me the way i am, turns out it was a big fat lie. The truth is ugly, quoted from the movie of "the ugly truth". I guess i learn from the fact that you know, you stole my best friend or what i thought was my best friend but turns out not. You were just perfect for me but it turns out you aren't that perfect, aren't you?
I mean honestly, ever since my last confession, you never even asked the last slightest question like "How have you been?" or like "How are you on this whole process" seriously when i think of it...It just has made me realize how insignificant you are and may be i just wasted my time on you. Reflecting is such a good thing you know, you get the time to actually think about perspective in may forms, then you get to actually see the angle of a person you thought you care in a different way but the actual side. I just never thought it would take down a toll like this..I really did you know see the best in you, you were the gratification of what a good person are, really i say that from my heart. You were the definition of friend, and person...I do not need any need to justify it because it is a fact not an opinion. If i have to write an essay about you, saying who you are, it is as simple as writing my own auto-biography. I knew your life like it was the back of my hands, but that was yesterday. Today i have to understand the fact that i cannot be that person anymore, which scares me really, not knowing who will you become but i know it is the right thing to do.
It is right?Is it really the right thing to do?


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