Im here to write to you and make you see the world the way i see it. I don't need to convince everyone to understand, if at least you understand, then my purpose is fulfilled.

15.11.09

Jealousy>Love

What if i feel like whenever you whisper your ear on someone else, i sense a sort of fear and jealousy. Does this mean my feelings are not completely over?I don't see you that way anymore but i still have this one last feeling that in a way i don't want to let it go, cause letting of that last ounce of feeling will give me the reality of "I'm over you". Cause I don't wanna go everyday not having a reason anymore to go to school, cause i don't wanna lose that ecstatic feeling, the rush that reminded me of another adrenaline shot through my brain and when will this all be over?

Let me know fast enough, cause sometime even though i said that im okay there is a reason why i need to keep telling that to myself, cause that is the push that i need everyday to lose that feeling to you. I want to and i need to cause this was yesterday and you are not my concern anymore

No comments: